January 20, 2008

A couple of things I'd like to address

My life is day to day, I realize that. I, like everyone else, lives for the day when a balance exists. No matter the situation, no matter the person, history, financial status, race, gender - I believe everyone strives for balance. This has been a reoccuring theme in my life since high school.

My future is undetermined. And will continue to be until it is the past - and my present will have to deal with whatever that may be.

My past is unresolved. I don't believe a resolution can occur - not until all life - all life of judgment - has disappeared.

I move forward with my education. Because without it - I would be so unsecured - I wouldn't know where to go.





January 4, 2008

I can't seem to stop watching youtube videos of ann coulter. I really need to stop. you know. she's completely worthless. I don't really care about her well being at all. while she's making millions and millions of dollars, i am unemployed. at what point do i start freaking out about it? i managed to purchase 3 thomas harris books today. I still need to finish red dragon. hopefully i can stay up a little more tonight to do so. it totally takes me away doesnt it? I think we all deserve the right to thinking about psychopaths. we're all psychopaths in our own way arnt we? we've all had crazy thoughts. we just dont all act them out. ann coulter does though. man. she's a bitch.


anyway. classes start on monday. i still havn't gotten into the 1130 secton for physics. *please please please open up*. maybe it's better I dont have a job. oh! i need to go to target tomorrow and buy some cheap sweaty pants.

okay, so with the start of school coming; this fact can't go unnoticed: I'm taking 5 classes. and yes, I'll admit. it's a little masochistic. but, as I was saying, if we're not allowed to act out our psychopathic tendencies (or in this case, achedemic psychosis), one surely cannot achieve happiness. ....... or I might fail. either way it's going to be EXPLOSIVE

w00t!

going to read red dragon. and going to shut my door.

YES