something just broke

all this will pass.
I will not be able to reclaim my dignity though.
and it is very cold outside.
I'm losing energy to do this.
I am only 2 days away from everything.

I kept thinking
something just woke
something just spoke
something I wish I hadn’t heard
something bewildering occurred
fix it up fast, please
till its just smoke
till its only something just passed
nothing that will last
where I was what I was doing
nothing but the moment
just an awful moment
but something just (broke)

something just broke

when will things work out?